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smokedout: That I have borrowed ♪ (33 ♪ In this dream)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-09-29 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Could've fooled me.

[Although... he's surprised the answer is that long. He hasn't really been keeping up with Squalo's life, but he'd just assumed the two of them were holed up somewhere enjoying their fucked-up, atrophied idea of domestic bliss. As if he can judge.

He leans on the door as he closes it, and pauses to light a cigarette.
]

You're my friend. Currently, the only one I have. Why shouldn't I care?
smokedout: I bite the lips, the lips that kiss ♪ (24 ♪ I'm a little kid with a big death w)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-05 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dodger raises his brows, making no attempt to mask his surprise. He knows Squalo is defensive of Xanxus, but not to the point of snapping at him for an off-hand comment.

He's silent for a few seconds, before he finally answers.
]

Yeah. I couldn't finish what I was doing. Honestly, I... should have stopped sooner, but I didn't.

[Should have, should have. All he ever worries about is what should have happened.]

I want you to hurt me because I deserve it. Because the others didn't deserve what I did to them. Probably won't change anything, but... I'm starting to like the idea of serving my penance.
smokedout: And I know what he came here for ♪ (15 ♪ The devil is at my door)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-05 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. If I wanted to lose you, too.

[He bites his lip, and almost argues against Squalo's assertion. Because he doesn't want to leave he just... well. What does he want to get out of this, other than feeling marginally better?]

Don't kill me. Don't cut my face. Punching it is fine. If I really can't handle something, ah... my safeword is Songbird.

[He scratches his head with a hint of awkwardness.]

And leave my wrists alone. You're gonna start leaving an indent soon.
smokedout: They come to find, all is sane ♪ (9 ♪ They look a little look at my brain)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-05 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's... a fair point. All of it is a fair point. And that slap makes him flinch, but he doesn't back down. He just straightens back up, and waits for the next hit.]

I thought I could game the system. I thought if I could get the Order's favor I could find out more about how this dimension works. I could find a way to get Hector out.

[He bites his lip.]

It's the sort of thing that worked back home. I've done it before.
smokedout: That I have borrowed ♪ (33 ♪ In this dream)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-06 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fuck, okay, that punch actually hurts. He reels from it, and has to shake himself off before he can focus on what Squalo's saying again. At least this way, he really does listen to what he's told. Even though the kick hurts, and... the headbutt doesn't do as much damage to him as it does to Squalo, but it definitely doesn't feel great.

If nothing else, it is calming. There's something intoxicating about the feeling of being hit.
]

If no one cares why I'm doing it, then why the fuck should I explain anything?

[He shakes himself off again, and bends his knee experimentally. He might end up with some bruises, but this feels like foreplay.]

I never said what I was doing was good or righteous, I knew it was stupid going in. But it was something, and I missed my shot for every other plan I had.

[That question makes him pause, though, and he cocks his head.]

Yeah. It's been a while, but I know what I'm doing. [Pause.] I think.
smokedout: Not in the face, but in the head ♪ (7 ♪ Oh yeah I'm an ugly mess)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-06 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sets his jaw, and that puts him in prime position for that punch to really hurt. He lets out a quiet, frustrated noise and whips a hand out to grab Squalo's wrist, yanking him closer, until it's weirdly intimate.]

You don't learn from victories. Whatever the conflict is, Lucifer is scared of them. If he wasn't, they wouldn't get close enough to bother us.

[His grip tightens, and his gaze wanders over Squalo's face.]

It doesn't matter. I'm not going after them again, not when Hector isn't speaking to me.
smokedout: They found a prince living behind bars ♪ (10 ♪ They look a little look at my heart)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-06 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dodger hesitates. He can't argue with the point about Lucifer - it's a valid one, and one he'd already considered. But it had been worth the risk when all of his more stable plans fell apart.

As for Squalo's apparent demand to be tortured, though.
]

I can't finish the list. [He mutters.] I can't hurt Hawke, and that's not because I'm not willing. He... won.

[Even with Squalo, his best friend in Hell, he can't bring himself to admit exactly what Hawke did. But there's fear in his eyes, before he tries to move on.]

Anyway, they said not to talk about it. So it probably doesn't matter.
smokedout: Go on the date just to get the dress off ♪ (4 ♪ Oh yeah I'm a sexy mess)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-09 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
Trust me, he's killed me before. [A pause.] I'm surprised he didn't this time.

[He really doesn't want to linger on that, though. It brings the mood down, when they could just be kicking the shit out of each other.

His hand idly slides up, holding Squalo's hand for a brief moment before he actually lets go.
]

I mean, I probably failed by talking. [He wavers, studying Squalo's face, and his tone changes to be a little more serious.] I can still torture you, if that's what you're after.
smokedout: Not in the face, but in the head ♪ (7 ♪ Oh yeah I'm an ugly mess)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-09 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Honestly, he appreciates this. The way he and Squalo always seem to be having a deeper conversation in the silence between their words. And he does have a point - Dodger had gotten reckless, and it had gotten him killed. Maybe he would have died anyway if Garrett had gotten blood magic involved, but... there was no real reason to lose in a fistfight.

He shrugs.
] Suit yourself.

[And he's shifting his weight to aim a kick at Squalo's head. Be proud, he's gentle enough to only give him a minor concussion if that hits.]
smokedout: How'd I ever get so lost? ♪ (11 ♪ How'd I ever get so off my rocks?)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-09 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a second where he freezes, and thinks he might have actually fucking killed him again.

But then Squalo starts laughing, and it's such a fucking wonderful sound to hear after the week he's had. It even manages to put an awkward, lopsided smile on his face.

And when Squalo looks up, he manages to turn it into a full grin, raising his arms to shrug in an open, provoking stance.
]

Guess I lied.

[It does feel refreshingly normal. Just like his friends at home.]
smokedout: And too bad it's my best friend's girl ♪ (21 ♪ A woman - she's at my door)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-11 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's the sort of hit that's easy to dodge, but Dodger chooses not to budge. He lets it hit and yelps as he stumbles forward, sort of forcing his fall to "accidentally" land on the couch, straddling Squalo's lap.

There's a flair of temptation, a moment where he wonders how much he could take before Squalo pushed him off.

And then his shoulders relax, and he laughs quietly before rolling off of him.
]

Here, it'd be a shame if I crushed your twig legs.
smokedout: How'd I ever get so lost? ♪ (11 ♪ How'd I ever get so off my rocks?)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-10-16 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[You're already doing the time may as well do the crime.

If he noticed the moment of hesitation on Squalo's end, he doesn't let it show. But he bursts into laughter when he's punched, raising his arms defensively until he sees an opening to lunge forward, wrap his arms around Squalo and roll off of the couch. Which... lands them on their side, so honestly he takes more of the hit than Squalo does. Whoops.
]

You really wanna tell me you're not a twig? I could snap you in half.

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