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Squalo Superbi // KHR! ([personal profile] sharktrash) wrote2021-05-06 08:56 pm
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krasnaya_smert: And the birds don't sing anymore (Angels keep falling from the sky)

lmao I just had a good chuckle at that image & had to show Mr Zebra xD

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-08 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Natalia finds herself temporarily distracted by the majestic feline, lips slightly parting. Liho used to be a stray who worked herself up to approaching Nat, but still she uses slow movements to extend her hand partly towards it, offering knuckles at a safe distance. ]

But you're aware of how much he resembles Bucky. [ More statement than inquiry. ] I just needed time to myself. And not time looking at one man and seeing another.

krasnaya_smert: And take you somewhere far away (BW - I'll stay so deep inside your brain)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-08 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She won't move until given permission, and even then, she keeps the first few pets deliberately slow, showing her hand with each return so as to keep her intentions known. ]

I know. But there was the hair that helped set them apart. The hair, the voices, the metal arm, obviously, it's just jarring right now. I had gotten used to them one way, and then Bucky died, and now he's back and looking like Aiden's fucking twin.

[ Does Squalo know she's sleeping with both of them? It's nothing that's been discussed, there never being a reason, really. ]
krasnaya_smert: Your battleship has been sunk (Bitch you did not)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-09 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She idly gives Xerxes attention, casting a sharp glance at Squalo. ] That hasn't happened? Anyone who has returned, they returned looking like they did before?
krasnaya_smert: To the loneliness, to the sadness, for eternity (Welcome to reality)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-13 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Natalia isn't quite sure herself what to make of it and she exhales heavily for it. ]

If another version of you showed up while Dodger was around, where would you stand on the two of them sleeping together? While Dodger was also having sex with you?
krasnaya_smert: On the first train to Mexico (You better bend before I go)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-15 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She makes a noise that's partial snort, partial soft bark, this being not the first time Squalo referred to Dodger's insatiable desire. ]

He had a way, didn't he? James wanted me to look after him, but he didn't properly prepare me for that damn charm.

[ Natalia hadn't been on the receiving end of his shittiness, apparently, and the only physical violence that occurred between them was consensual and in the form of sparring. And that one time they slept together, but it was minor and nothing alarming.

She brings up her knees as if they'll act like a buffer.
]

The random things this place makes us does can't be helped, and so I don't place blame for those instances. They're not slip-ups if you're not yourself or if you're forced to engage. Sharing just isn't something I'm used to back home. After the fact, sure. I was with Barton, then Morse was with him. But it wasn't at the same time. Or with one of our alternates from another Earth or timeline.

[ A beat, and then -- ]

I won't pretend that I haven't spied on either of you, but it wasn't just that. There were little things, too. Your tone, your body language. [ Talia is speaking plainly, though softly, not quite apologizing but showing she's fully aware of her actions being a violation of privacy. ] I was an assassin; that means learning to read people.
krasnaya_smert: I'm gonna love you until you hate me and I'm gonna show you what's really crazy. (BW . I'm a popular monster)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-16 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Recognizing Squalo as one of her own, Natalia (possibly temporarily) steers the conversation into something that's somehow easier to discuss, those legs lowering once more into a crisscross pretzel formation. ]

What's your story, Squalo? Did they grab you or did you choose the profession?

[ This Natalia/Bucky/Natasha situation, she'll sort it out. Eventually. The least troublesome course of action would involve her ending the romantic side of their relationship, but if it were so simple, Talia would have done so by now.

It makes no sense at all, Squalo. And yet.
]
krasnaya_smert: I'm gonna love you until you hate me and I'm gonna show you what's really crazy. (Default)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-16 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
If you've got the talent...

[ It's not a belief she actually gets behind, a matter of 'just because you can, should you'. Old Widow may have followed such a philosophy, but Natalia's been trying to right the wrongs she caused all those years ago. Or, that is, was until being kidnapped for this experiment. ]

The way I found balance was to take back ownership of the things I could, make shit my own. Like the memory the Soviets implanted of me being a ballerina; I made that a reality. And I used it to my advantage for jobs. This branding. (sits up and lifts the top of her pajamas just high enough to show the word 'гнев' that Nathan Drake was forced to carve). Wasn't my choice, but the language could be.

krasnaya_smert: Dance, dance, these are the lives you love to lead (BW . Grace that belies deadly intent)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-18 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's strange, but it was similar to muscle memory. Like my body already knew what to do, because in my mind, that was what I was doing, except in reality, I was brainwashed and killing someone. Not realizing it until after being deactivated and seeing the blood or brain matter or whatever.

[ Natalia lays her head back against the sofa and stares up at the room's ceiling. ]

Are you planning on staying here or getting redeemed? Assuming that part wasn't a lie and that the experiment is one without an end date.
krasnaya_smert: Threw caution to the wind, but I've got a lousy arm (I'm too busy being calm to disappear)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-21 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. Haven't heard that one yet. Escaping, yes, from (lo and behold) Dodger, but the making your own camp thing, that's interesting.

I realize this is a personal question, and you don't owe me an answer; how many alterations have you taken on?

[ How Squalo received said changes doesn't much matter, she won't pursue that part of the package. And because they've touched on lying and curiosity before, Nat clarifies -- ] Asking for research purposes, spy's honor. I've been seeing if there's any rhyme or reason to our transformations.
krasnaya_smert: I'd rather be the ghost that annoys you (I don't want to rest in peace)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-25 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She nods, but it's more to acknowledge having heard Squalo than to agree. ] I still think some of us don't belong, though. But I must be content enough to have moved into a house with Pearce and Kenney.

[ Natalia raises her hand top chest-level and has the palm facing herself. With eyes on him, she extends the claws received back in February. The blood within wans and waxes like a tiny tide. ] Fairly certain this was my punishment for being possessive over someone. Even though it was brought on by that stupid fucking club, some shit in the air. Serum failed me that night as well.

[ The bitterness isn't directed at her fellow assassin. Talia's just perennially perturbed by being unable to rely on someone that was forever reliable previously. ]
krasnaya_smert: And take you somewhere far away (BW - I'll stay so deep inside your brain)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-05-30 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Talia rolls her eyes at him, albeit lightly. ] And I was supplying my own stance. Conversations are a back and forth thing sometimes, in case you weren't aware.

[ While Squalo displays his own alterations, it's Natalia's turn to draw ever closer, examining with a calculated intrigue, like she's filing it all away - which she is, meaning to add it to the list pilfered off of Fitz (& Simmons). To see if it reveals anything, though there's been no correlation as of yet.

Natalia extracts the claws and reaches up with intentions of touching one of his horns, eyes silently asking permission while mouth audibly asks --
] Did any of it hurt? The claws did, because...are you playing Widow Bingo? The serum didn't staunch the pain.
krasnaya_smert: And take you somewhere far away (BW - I'll stay so deep inside your brain)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-06-06 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Natalia commits their feel to memory out of habit as well as preparation should she adopt some in the course of her stay. It could also be of use in any future scuffles, with or against her. ]

I'd be concerned if any of these morphs didn't hurt, and yet I'll keep asking on the chance that I find someone who did experience a flawless alteration.

[ She gives Squalo's cheek a caress when returning hands to her lap, purposely against the gums in a show of empathy for the mentioned agony and trauma. ]

I have to ask - [ she doesn't, but it will certainly lighten the mood ] - how the hell does sex and kissing work?



krasnaya_smert: When you wake up the world will come around (I only appear so I can fade away)

[personal profile] krasnaya_smert 2021-06-08 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Because I like knowing things.

[ Information is power, Squalo, geez. ]

[ Talia snorts at that, eyes flicking upwards in a half-hearted roll. ]

I see.

[ She retreats back to her space on the sofa and stretches, the sigh somewhat less tense than from her arrival. ]

Snarky response aside, don't worry about altering your schedule for me, but we could wake up together and spar in the morning, if you're willing.

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